Alas I got a chance to spill out what ever I wanted to say all this while to my mum.
All because yesterday both of us stayed up late to watch "Down with love"
Now, I'll just have to wait for the right time, obviously after when I got my pay, and then I'll quit. This is because I somehow found my main problem for what I have gone through for the past 12 days of working.
To me, it is not that I have got no patience and do not want to take this as a stepping stone. But come to think of it, for what I would want to stay in a company which does not even teach you anything. Yes, many of you will say that it is only 2 weeks, and I totally agree. But something tells me that I will not learn ANYTHING from the company that I'm working with now. It's just my instinct. The inner voice you know??
I don't see why I need to study so hard and got myself a professional cert and not making full use of it? Like applying it to my working life? Now I truly understand why the universities have an internship period for all the students before they come out to the working field. To me, it is a very good thing for them to have a feel of what they are supposed to do in the working field and how to apply whatever they have studied into the working life. It is like if someone were to have a C enzyme and a E enzyme together. They just won't fit! They must have both the C enzymes in order for them to fit into each other rite?
I do think that throughout these 12 days of work, I did not learn a single thing. I just can't seemed to get a click in whatever I do. I am just doing clerical work which I don' think that has got anything to do with what I had studied. And my boss are telling me that they are trying to MOULD ME. And he said that I will be an all rounder if I were to know the work flow and crap. HELLOO???!! Do you seriously think that a client will come and ask you,
HOW DO YOU TYPE A LETTER? WHAT FONT YOU USE? WHAT MAILS WILL COME TO YOU?? Think about it. Of course they will not ask you all those questions rite? It is like for example, if you do to see a doctor to get some medication, it is obvious that the doc will give you his prescription and you'll just follow it. You won't ask if
how and where the medicine is process, and bla bla bla rite? If you know what I mean.
Man, I know my salary for a freshy is really good for Ipoh standard and also for KL and there is no doubt about that. But I think there will be no point for me to have a good salary but I do not learn anything rite? Make sense?? I hope it does... *sigh*
Anyways, my path now is much clearer and hopefully I can have blessings from my parents to make my own decision with the time comes...