I wish...

I wish you were here with me like you used to...

I wish you were here to sing a song for me.

I wish you were here to whistle a song for me.

I wish you were here to see me in my convocation robe.

I wish you were here to shake my hand and congratulate me.

I wish you were here to guide me.

I wish you were here to let me hug and kiss always.

I wish you were here to always listen to me whenever I have got "topics" to share with you.

I wish you were here....

I miss the MILO TIME every night at 9pm with you.

I miss teasing you, hugging you so tightly and giving you loadsa kisses around your face!

I miss touching your "ever-so-soft-baby-like-hair" and your rounded head. :)

I miss calling you "GONG GONG GI!" (I gave him the name)

I miss touching and shaking your hand.

I miss your very cute ear.

I miss your eyes.

I miss hearing you whistle and sing.

I miss your smile, your ever jolly attitude.

I miss everything about you.

I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH GONG GONG...

How I wish I can turn back time so that I can say my final words to you before you left. Unfortunately, I can't. All because of my stupid exam. If not for the exam, I can still talk to you through the phone and rush back to see you for the very last time. Even though I have prepared myself for the day, but I didn't expect it to come so sudden. It has been a year now, but for me, it's feels just like yesterday. I can still remember when I reached home, I saw everyone, and they started to cry but I told myself that I can't and will not break down in front of my grandpa and also my family... *SIGH*

This is why I'm going back to Ipoh every week. Because I promised my 92 year old grandma that I will be back to spend time with her...

*SMILES!*