I know I've been abandoning my bloggy for a super long time now and at last I've got the so called time to blog again.
Anyways, mum got admitted to Pantai Puteri Hospital this morning cuz of her appendix which we discovered on Friday night but prolong till today cuz of some other reasons.
Then I got to talk to the doctor who operated my mum and she said that it took her an hour to operate out cuz of some complications (which I don't know what is that). Sigh... Mum looks like she's in pain though. Hopefully she will have a speedy recovery.. oh man...
Will update more later..
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Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
back to blogging
Felt extremely depressed today cuz of some stupid thing which I have never thought it would happen... stupid mistake. Now I might need to pay RM600+ for that. Guess that will make me learn in the hard way.
I cant even recall a single thing for the whole day today. Didn't have the appetite as well. I wonder how on earth I can actually not recall anything at all man... and it's very weird that the thing can actually go missing..
SIGH!
Anyways, I planned to meet up with Jonathan when he's back in Msia so that I can learn up some photography tips from him! Hehe!
Wil continue to update tomorrow. Good nite!
I cant even recall a single thing for the whole day today. Didn't have the appetite as well. I wonder how on earth I can actually not recall anything at all man... and it's very weird that the thing can actually go missing..
SIGH!
Anyways, I planned to meet up with Jonathan when he's back in Msia so that I can learn up some photography tips from him! Hehe!
Wil continue to update tomorrow. Good nite!
Sunday, February 01, 2009
mix feelings
Yes, I am having mix feelings.
Have you ever feel that you are torn in between something which you wanted and when you got it, you don't feel like having??
I'm facing that right now.. for a few days already.
I'm facing that right now.. for a few days already.
I don't even feel like talking to anyone now about my problems and I just want to keep everything to myself. End of story. I wanted to go away from the Ipoh branch and work in KL. Now that I got transferred to the HQ in KL, I kinda feel funny. Like something is not right.
I should be happy because days are getting nearer and soon I will be leaving to KL to start to work. But after I got to know of some major crisis, I don't want to go to KL and just leave my parents, my family here alone. I do know my responsibility as the eldest child in the family and that I have to take care of the funds for the family because I am already working. One part of me is saying that I need to stay here and share the problem with my family. But the other part of me is telling me to work much harder in KL so that I can have a chance to be promoted or something like that and earn MORE and that would definitely help my family to overcome this problem that we are facing now.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...
Someone need to boost me up...please...
Saturday, January 24, 2009
randomness
I FINALLY GOT MY HAIR CUT AFTER SOOOOO LONNNGGG!!
2 YEARS!! haha... I know. No money wert... wert to do rite?? BAH!!
When to the saloon where Audrey darling recommended me last time to try out since I'm still in Ipoh. Took mum along with me. *hehe*
And good news, that decision which I made, went on well... I did not resign but they actually transferred me to the HQ there to work! and I will still be getting the pay that I'm getting when I work in Ipoh. Mum's not angry and so is Dad...(I think)...
After getting my hair chopped off, went to my bf's house to pass him his belated birthday present from my mum. Nomad shower gel from Crabby Tree and Evelyn... haha! I'm telling you is DAMN GOOD SMELL!! MANNNLLLYYY!!!
P.S. The "secret" is working for me!
2 YEARS!! haha... I know. No money wert... wert to do rite?? BAH!!
When to the saloon where Audrey darling recommended me last time to try out since I'm still in Ipoh. Took mum along with me. *hehe*
And good news, that decision which I made, went on well... I did not resign but they actually transferred me to the HQ there to work! and I will still be getting the pay that I'm getting when I work in Ipoh. Mum's not angry and so is Dad...(I think)...
After getting my hair chopped off, went to my bf's house to pass him his belated birthday present from my mum. Nomad shower gel from Crabby Tree and Evelyn... haha! I'm telling you is DAMN GOOD SMELL!! MANNNLLLYYY!!!
P.S. The "secret" is working for me!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
CURRENT SITUATION
I just came to realization that I did not have any testimonial written for myself from my school 4 years back… until I saw my bf’s testimonial from his previous school.
And when I called my teacher to ask about my testimonial, I was told that I need to write out my own testimonial and let the head master to sign it. *tsk tsk tsk*
Anyways, I just came back from a long chat with my bf in Mc D’s because I just need to talk…
To me, things are getting bad to worse. My relationship with my parents is deteriorating tremendously just because of ONE SINGLE DECISION that I made, which is to quit my job in Ipoh to go down to KL to further my studies and to work at the same time. I sometimes feel like I’m rebelling because I’m not taking into account of my parents’ advice and stuff. But I think I’m old enough to make my own decision for once. I don’t know about you guys but I am always obeying what my parents told me to do from young till now. And the thing my dad said yesterday was, “I think you do have any love to your family, to me or to mum. If you have, you will not go away from your family and instead, you should just live as close to your family as possible just like what I did to Gong Gong.” Yes! I know. But the point is, my dad can’t simply accuse me of not having any love towards them and all. I don’t think it’s fair for me. I’m just doing what I think is right for me even though I know I will piss my parents off. I’m not going out to KILL, STEAL or even CHEAT! I’m just going down to KL to work and study and GAIN EXPERIENCE. Is as simple as that! But my parents seemed to think otherwise. The only thing that my dad said was, “If you were to get paid RM 2300 or more, you can go without any condition and I’ll keep quiet. Anything less than what you are earning now, I can guarantee that you can forget about it.” So what I’m getting RM 2300 a month here when I can’t even learn a single thing?? I’ve got the qualification and all I do is just to do stamping, recording mails, and issuing receipts. THAT'S ALL. NOTHING ELSE!
The funniest thing about my “company” is when my “colleagues” called themselves as DEPARTMENTS… HAHA!! What a JOKE! For your freaking information, the definition of a DEPARTMENT by Oxford and Webster dictionary is: “a division of a large organization or building, dealing with a specific area of activity.” Yes. CAN YOU SPOT FOR THE WORD LARGE in the definition??
My “company” is not even a large company. It’s just a branch for heaven’s sake! And when there is a phone call coming in, then those GREAT IMAGINATORS will go, “Hi, alright, I’ll pass you to the FINANCE DEPARTMENT!”, and the DEPARTMENT fella will say, “YES, this is the FINANCE DEPARTMENT.” MY FREAKING HEAVEN! Where are all your cow senses?? They call themselves as a department. In my point of view, a department is where there is a lot of people working together and all. Not just one single LONELY FREAK! *AAARRGGGHHH!!!!*
P.S. FANG! I NEED TO MEET UP WITH YOU!!! And the other day, Sasha told me she saw Shel and I in IKEA, hehe! I’m very happy for you that you’ll be leaving to AUSTRIA!! WOOHOOO!!!
And when I called my teacher to ask about my testimonial, I was told that I need to write out my own testimonial and let the head master to sign it. *tsk tsk tsk*
Anyways, I just came back from a long chat with my bf in Mc D’s because I just need to talk…
To me, things are getting bad to worse. My relationship with my parents is deteriorating tremendously just because of ONE SINGLE DECISION that I made, which is to quit my job in Ipoh to go down to KL to further my studies and to work at the same time. I sometimes feel like I’m rebelling because I’m not taking into account of my parents’ advice and stuff. But I think I’m old enough to make my own decision for once. I don’t know about you guys but I am always obeying what my parents told me to do from young till now. And the thing my dad said yesterday was, “I think you do have any love to your family, to me or to mum. If you have, you will not go away from your family and instead, you should just live as close to your family as possible just like what I did to Gong Gong.” Yes! I know. But the point is, my dad can’t simply accuse me of not having any love towards them and all. I don’t think it’s fair for me. I’m just doing what I think is right for me even though I know I will piss my parents off. I’m not going out to KILL, STEAL or even CHEAT! I’m just going down to KL to work and study and GAIN EXPERIENCE. Is as simple as that! But my parents seemed to think otherwise. The only thing that my dad said was, “If you were to get paid RM 2300 or more, you can go without any condition and I’ll keep quiet. Anything less than what you are earning now, I can guarantee that you can forget about it.” So what I’m getting RM 2300 a month here when I can’t even learn a single thing?? I’ve got the qualification and all I do is just to do stamping, recording mails, and issuing receipts. THAT'S ALL. NOTHING ELSE!
The funniest thing about my “company” is when my “colleagues” called themselves as DEPARTMENTS… HAHA!! What a JOKE! For your freaking information, the definition of a DEPARTMENT by Oxford and Webster dictionary is: “a division of a large organization or building, dealing with a specific area of activity.” Yes. CAN YOU SPOT FOR THE WORD LARGE in the definition??
My “company” is not even a large company. It’s just a branch for heaven’s sake! And when there is a phone call coming in, then those GREAT IMAGINATORS will go, “Hi, alright, I’ll pass you to the FINANCE DEPARTMENT!”, and the DEPARTMENT fella will say, “YES, this is the FINANCE DEPARTMENT.” MY FREAKING HEAVEN! Where are all your cow senses?? They call themselves as a department. In my point of view, a department is where there is a lot of people working together and all. Not just one single LONELY FREAK! *AAARRGGGHHH!!!!*
P.S. FANG! I NEED TO MEET UP WITH YOU!!! And the other day, Sasha told me she saw Shel and I in IKEA, hehe! I’m very happy for you that you’ll be leaving to AUSTRIA!! WOOHOOO!!!
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