Shopping trip in KL with BABY!

FINALLY I GOT MY RICOH WITH MY BABY!!!


THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH BABY FOR EVERYTHING!!!!


More updates and pictures later...Hehe!

I'M THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE TO HAVE MR SHELDON JUDE POH AS MY DARLING SWEETHEART!!!!

LOVE YOU TO BITS BUSUK BABY!!!

KL!!! WAIT FOR ME!!!


MY RICOH!!!


WAIT FOR ME!!! I'LL BE GETTING YOU IN A FEW HOURS TIME TILL I REACH KL!!!!!


YYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT


AAAAAHHHHH!!!!! FINALLYYYY!!!!


THAT IS MUCH MUCH BETTER NOW THANKS TO THE ALL MIGHTY ANGELLLLL WOOONGGG PPPOOIII TTTTIIIINNNGGG!!!!!

WONG POOI TING!!


THANK YOU SO MUCHYYY!!

meet up!

What else can I say?


Another year of BLASTING CHRISTMAS WITH MY BF AND FAMILY!


Really grateful to spend my Christmas with my baby and family. Plus, getting to meet new friends and also the beautiful Joanne yesterday night. Everything just fell into the right place.


Then, today went out to meet up with Leng and Ting but to my surprise, they called Alan, Sze Wei and also Stephanie! Haha! From Oldtown, we proceeded to "Tai shue keok" (the BIG TREE LEG for the direct translation...) cuz Stephanie wanted to have some Ipoh food. So, all of us yeak yeak and yeak... bla bla bla and dispersed as all of us have something up later on. But it was really nice to meet up with everyone after such a long time. I mean REALLY LONG!! AGESS!!! I think the last I saw Sze Wei was when I was form 5 ya?


ANYWAYS, HAVE A HAPPY WEEKEND!!


P.S. I know I'll be very happy when this weekend comes... haha!

merry christmas!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

HAVE A BLESSED YEAR AHEAD!!!

LOVE YOU!!!

XOXO!!

memories in RITZ CARLTON KL...

connector between Ritz Carlton and JW Marriot

it changes color...

toiley in Starhill

family pic!

while walking back to Ritz Carlton... lovely Bird of Paradise

me room..

lovely and comfy bed and pillows

oh yes... love the sofa as well..BOUNCY!!

Ritz Carlton Lobby

the residence...

baby in one part of the whole resident suite

the hall

the kitchen

me

and this is mum

OOHHHHHH!!!


I MISSS YOU MY DARLING RITZ CARLTON!!!


THE BEsTEST HOTEL EVER!!!


WITH 24 HOUR SERVICE BUTLER!!!


I'LL BE BACK SOONN!!!

my plans

Suet Mei, is it THAT OBVIOUS THAT I WANT TO RESIGN???


LOL...

Recently my bf and I had sent in our resume to Lonpac HQ in KL for the management trainee post. Coincidently, there were 2 positions left for the post. *SMILESSSS* Only with the management trainee post, I can get to learn in depth of the whole insurance thingy and maybe get to apply whatever I have studied the past 2 years. Many of them kept telling me that I won’t be able to apply whatever I have studied into my working life. For me, I don’t think so. Like my friend, Justin, he get to apply whatever we have studied into his working life as a broker wert. That will be the only way to LEARN!


I know, with the salary that they pay and I just have to do CLERICAL work is a bonus for me. But I do not want to just do clerical work and earn my salary. I do want to LEARN, GET EXPERIENCE and EARN my OWN MONEY… if you know what I mean. I kinda think that this whole month, I’m just wasting my time not getting to learn a single thing. All I get to learn is STAMPING and recording all the mails and issuing receipt. I don’t really know how to put it but I am an adventurous person and I want to do something much more interesting and at the same time, get to learn. Not just do easy job and get paid. I know this may sound STUPID but why I care? I like to do whatever I wish to do. When I am determined to do something, nothing can stop me.


And more coincidently, my Seputeh rooms are STILL AVAILABLE for us after such long time! HAHA! HOORAYS!!! The other day, the landlady called me and she miss us a lot and told that the rooms are still available for us as she don’t want to rent it out for anyone but us. HAHA! That is so sweet and thoughtful of her. Well, I do hope that by next year, I’ll be moving back to KL once again to work… IN LONPAC!! Hahaha!!!!!*keeps my fingers crossed*


P.S. I NEED TO MEET UP WITH LEANNE DARLING!!!

lovely cupcakes

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SURPRISE CUPCAKES EVERYONE!!!


IT MAKES ME VERY HAPPY!!! PLUS VERY DELICIOUS!

I LUFFFFF YOOOOUUUUU!!!!

disgusted!

YOU KNOW, I'm so into COMPLAINING rite now and I have to tell you this!


THE IPOH STADIUM POOL IS VERY VERY DISGUSTING!!!!


YUUUUUCCCKKKKSSS!!!!


Let me start,


This morning, my baby and I were supposed to meet up at 8am for our swimming date but when we reached, only we know that the pool is opened at 9am. Alright. Went to have our breakfast, and when we came back, we paid RM2 each and went straight to the pool. We saw from far that the pool was green in colour... Fine. As we go nearer, the pool was not just green but it was also very very cloudy! MAN!!! The water level was not high enought to be filtered. And there were still people who were still swimming in the very dirty and disgusting pool!


Now I really really REALLLY MISS MY BANGSAR POOL!!!


THE BESTEST POOL EVER!!!


The water is so freaking clean. From one end I can see till the other end!


AAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!! I SO WANT TO GO BACK THERE!!!! *Hopefully I'll be back there next year, keep my fingers crossed*

good way to save on your phone bills

Nowadays, my grandma is really HI-TECH man!!!


HAHA!!! Presenting my 90 year old GRANDMA and my aunt!!!!

They were talking on MSN weh!


My grandma looks like an astronaut...


People, this is a very good way to save on your phone bills!

Spilling everything out makes me feel GREAT!!

Alas I got a chance to spill out what ever I wanted to say all this while to my mum.


All because yesterday both of us stayed up late to watch "Down with love"


Now, I'll just have to wait for the right time, obviously after when I got my pay, and then I'll quit. This is because I somehow found my main problem for what I have gone through for the past 12 days of working.


To me, it is not that I have got no patience and do not want to take this as a stepping stone. But come to think of it, for what I would want to stay in a company which does not even teach you anything. Yes, many of you will say that it is only 2 weeks, and I totally agree. But something tells me that I will not learn ANYTHING from the company that I'm working with now. It's just my instinct. The inner voice you know??


I don't see why I need to study so hard and got myself a professional cert and not making full use of it? Like applying it to my working life? Now I truly understand why the universities have an internship period for all the students before they come out to the working field. To me, it is a very good thing for them to have a feel of what they are supposed to do in the working field and how to apply whatever they have studied into the working life. It is like if someone were to have a C enzyme and a E enzyme together. They just won't fit! They must have both the C enzymes in order for them to fit into each other rite?


I do think that throughout these 12 days of work, I did not learn a single thing. I just can't seemed to get a click in whatever I do. I am just doing clerical work which I don' think that has got anything to do with what I had studied. And my boss are telling me that they are trying to MOULD ME. And he said that I will be an all rounder if I were to know the work flow and crap. HELLOO???!! Do you seriously think that a client will come and ask you, HOW DO YOU TYPE A LETTER? WHAT FONT YOU USE? WHAT MAILS WILL COME TO YOU?? Think about it. Of course they will not ask you all those questions rite? It is like for example, if you do to see a doctor to get some medication, it is obvious that the doc will give you his prescription and you'll just follow it. You won't ask if how and where the medicine is process, and bla bla bla rite? If you know what I mean.


Man, I know my salary for a freshy is really good for Ipoh standard and also for KL and there is no doubt about that. But I think there will be no point for me to have a good salary but I do not learn anything rite? Make sense?? I hope it does... *sigh*


Anyways, my path now is much clearer and hopefully I can have blessings from my parents to make my own decision with the time comes...

AMAZING PEOPLE!!!

This is what I call AMAZING HOMO-SAPIENS

Charice Pempengco on Oprah


Charice Pempengco duet with Andrea Bocelli


and

Andrew Johnston


Best of the best!!!

ups and downs

I have finally realized where my problem lies all these while.

I must really thank my whole family from KL, my parents, my bf's parents and also himself.


THANK YOU!!! For all the support that I got from all of you.


If I did not get a chance to have a word with uncle Don yesterday, I will still be very lost and confused about what ever I am going through. Seriously. I was very down the whole of last week, then on Tuesday, I was almost back to my normal self again but the next day, I went down again. Everything was so bad. And I know if I were to continue to being like that, I will break down eventually. I know it...

But hopefully from now on, I can take control of myself once again and I will always keep in mind that EVERY DAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY FOR ME and IT WILL ALWAYS WILL!!!


I LOVE YOU ALL!!

gmail

Oh yes, now that my gmail is ON BETA version dee,

This is what it looks like now!

Thanks to their cute little templates, I can now change and change and keep changing those templates!!! MUAHAHAHHA!!!

feeling better now

My previous few entries were sort of negative, I mean NE-GA-TIVE negative.



But after talking to my parents and all, I felt so much better. All thanks to my baby and uncle Don for all the advice and all the support that I needed.


And moreover, I can finally eat better now... my past 6 days was terrible. I could not even eat as I normally would. 2 small bites from my bf's sandwich already made me feel like puking. 2 small bites can last me for the whole day. And the worst thing is that I do not feel hungry at all! Every time I see food, I'll feel like puking. *sigh*


Anyways, last Saturday, I went to watch Twilight with my bf and I SWEAR!!! IT WAS BLASTINGLY AWESOME!!!


Cedric Diggory=Edward Cullen=Robert Pattinson..... awww... fantastic!


Then all the other vampires from the Cullen Family are so sooo soooooooo HHHHHHHHAAAWWWTTTTT!!!! The girls and guys... are all so fair and DEADLY GORGEOUS!!


Plus, my previous entry from xanga about my favourite piece and my favourite composer is Clair De Lune by Claude Debussy rite, it was in the Twilight movie as well man!!! WOOHOOOO!!! BRAVO DEBUSSY!! I'm SO PROUD!!! This proved that my taste is REALLY REALLY GOOD RITE???!! hahaha!!


Oh yes, I LOVE EDWARD'S DAD AS WELL cuz HE JUST MADE MY JAWS DROPPED! SO HAWT!!!


Sigh... I NEED TO WATCH IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!! AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!


I can't wait for the next movie to be out... NEW MOON!

my thoughts

FOR ME,


WORKING LIFE IS SO NOT GREAT AT ALL!


I don't know about others out there but in my own opinion, it is just NOT GREAT!!! AT ALL!!!


But I have to accept it and start changing I guess... *sigh*


Don't know how and what to say dee...


I was wrong about having the impression that working life is just so enjoying....

Accident

Yes, my first accident on road.


I don't really know what causes it...


Maybe it was because of my emotions....


Or even maybe because of my shoes that I wore...


Alright, this was what happpened in the morning.


My very annoying aunt was YACKING ALL THE WAY about me wearing my shoes into the house and that I will be late for work and all...


Seriously, IT IS SO FREAKING ANNOYING!!! Even my bf said so. I mean like, if she were the one who sweep and mop the floor, I will understand why she kept scolding me and all but she's not even doing A SINGLE THING AND SHE THINK IS SO FREAKING GREAT TO SCOLD OTHERS!!!


Then, when I was about to reverse my car, SHE BLOCKED MY WAY! HELLO!!! SHE WAS THE ONE WHO SAID THAT I WAS GONNA BE LATE AND ALL THEN WHY IN THE WORLD SHE CAN'T JUST LET ME GO FIRST??? Frankly, I don't think it make any sense at all!


When I reached a junction just a few meters away from my house, I KNOCKED a car from the back. The car just got some scratches but MINE was BAD... REAL BAD!! The front bumper almost got detached from the car and the right headlight broke. It was so bad till the car couldn't even move cuz the bumper got stucked to the tyre. So dad called the toll guy to toll it back home. *BIG SIGH*


WHY MUST ALL THESE THINGS HAPPENED ON THE FIRST TWO DAYS OF MY WORK???!!!!

MIGRAINE ATTACK

MY MIGRAINE LOVES ME SO MUCH THAT IT DIDN'T EVEN LEAVE ME AFTER MORE THAN 24 HOURS!!!


YESS!!! BELIEVE IT OR NOT!!!


Since yesterday afternoon, I was attacked by migraine. At first I thought it was just a normal headache. I did not bother about it as I thought that it will go away. Later in the night, it was ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE!! The pain was way worse than when I got my Big Toe Nail Plucked out last year. I just can't take the pain anymore and dying to have my ponstan in me, so I went to find. And DAMN!! It was not there at the place where I usually put it. Moreover, I felt like puking that time.


Took two panadols and went to bed.


Can't even sleep the first few hours but somehow or rather, I dozed off...


Woke up twice at nite and I still feel the pain. At 6 a.m, I can't stand it anymore, woke up, freshen up myself and swallowed 2 more panadols. Half and hour later, I puked! FINALLY!! At least it felt a bit relieved.


So, started my first day of work and I've got so much things to do and I ended up going home at 6.40 p.m instead of 6 p.m... *sigh*


TILL NOW, I'M STILL HAVING MIGRAINE!!! EVERYTHING IS JUST SO GREAT I TELL YOU!!!!


*Currently very annoyed*

pictures...

Here are some of the things that I got from KL...


My m&m's LIP SMACKER!! Seriously smell so rich in Chocolate!
and my HANAE MORI perfume

All the way from Disneyland U.S.A (candy)
(and dad called it the High Blood Pressure Pill.. HAHA)

The Guess purse that my cousin sis bought fer muah...

CHEERS!!

post fj benjamin report

So much to update...


I'll start with last Friday, my bf and I drove down to KL at 8.15 a.m because at first I wanted to go and take my transcript from my college and do some shopping before I go back the next day. But, my cousin sis told me that the FJ Benjamin Sale will be on Friday itself. HAHA!! Double HOORAYS! So, we reached KL at 10.30 a.m and went straight to Parkroyal. GAWD I TELL YOU, there were soooo SO many people there queing up to get in. I wonder if they ever need to WORK...COME ON!! It's a FRIDAY!!! Anyways, while I was queing, Shel told me that this girl looked so familiar and when I turned, I saw my long lost pet sister, GENEIVE!!! It's been 5 years since I last saw her. She told me that she's back to KL working as a qualified lawyer... geee... my sis, a LAWYER man... haha! She told me that she don't have the HSBC card cuz her friend suddenly said she will not be coming. and then I sneaked her in. Thanks to the guard there. Hahaa!


Once I got in, straight away I went to La Senza and started to grab as many things as I could! Then my cousin sis bought me a guess purse as well. Thank you, JEH!!


So soorry... I don't think I can continue anymore cuz my headache is getting really bad but the good thing is that I didn't even touch any of my ponstans!!! GREAT ACHIEVEMENT!! And tomorrow I'll start to work dee... hopefully it will turn out good... *keeping my fingers crossed*


Wish me luck!!

REALLY PISSED!!!

I'm really pissed.


They just LOVE to touch my things without my permission. I have this "thingy" where I HATE people touching my things without my permission and also not telling me where they put it after touching.


Moreover, everything that I seemed to be finding is missing. God knows what happened... AS IF those things have a mind of their own and legs to run away from me. DUH!!!


PEOPLE just can't MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS and get on with their own freeeaking life.


I don't know what else to say... all I know is that I'll sooner or later gonna EXPLODE!!


AAARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!

counting and counting....dadadada

FJ BENJAMIN!!!


HERE I COME!!!!

(AWWWWW...so can't wait....)

my pup passed away...

May you rest in peace, Goldie. I will always miss you, remember you and love you... you were very brave and I'm really proud of you...

This morning my dad told me that my pup, Goldie, the eldest of all passed away yesterday. Dad said maybe is because she was bitten by snake while trying to protect the siblings...

Hmmmmmmm........

Don't know what else to say... it's just too shocking...( I just saw her last week, and she was so energetic and all)

desperately need to work...

At last I got my LETTER OF APPOINTMENT from the insurance company that I’ll be working with after waiting for DAYS!!*Phew*


When I got the letter, straight away my eyes directed my brains to the salary part…and after processing the information, I found out that my first salary in the REAL working world is not bad! (Better than what I have expected). LOL!


Conclusion, I am so looking forward to WORK RIGHT NOW!!!!!!

I CAN COOK!!!

Just now I cooked "PORK RIBS with GUINNESS MALTA SAUCE" together with my bf!!!


I was just browsing through my mum's cook book and found this recipe which I always wanted to try cooking. By the way, I wanted to find this dish for ages cuz I had it once in some restaurant and it was SOOO FRIGGIN GOOD! But sad to say the restaurant shifted to somewhere else so, till now I still haven't get a chance to find a restaurant which cooks this kinda dish...


And coincidently my mum had some ribs in the fridge. PUUURRRFFFEECCTTT!!! After my breakfast, came back and straight away marinade the ribs. My bf came after he had his interview and accompanied him for breakfast and later went to Tesco. Grabbed those ingredients for my HOMEMADE ICE-CREAM and my mum's Tefal pan which is SUPER DUPER CHEAP!!! Plus, it was the limited version with floral design at the back of the pan!!!

Came back and immediately started my ICE CREAM and it turned out to be as SMOOTH AS SILK!! (Ok, Honestly, I do think it's a bit like New Zealand Natural... LOL)




ALL THANKS TO MY BABY WHO HELPED ME BIG TIME WITH MY ICE CREAM AND RIBS!!! MUAX MUAX!!

continuation

Continue from the previous entry...


So I followed my parents for breakfast this morning and to my suprise, I saw my Chemistry teacher, Mr. Ho together with his friend. Hah! He was shocked to see me as well! So glad to see him...


Come to think of it, I've been meeting all my previous teachers these past few days. 3 teachers during the Perak Health Association Charity dinner. One was my English tuition teacher, Miss Deena How, the other one was my school's dicipline head, Mr. Goh, and the last one was my school's ex principal, Mr. Thomas Kok.


After sooooooo loooonnnnggg, I finally got a chance to meet with EVERYONE of them! Haha! What a week...*phew*

early bird... LOL

Good morning everyone.


Didn't know why I couldn't sleep. I woke up since 5 or 6 a.m but tried to toss and turn and hopefully at a point where I can just doze off once again.


What was going in my mind was, my grandpa, the first ever doggy I had for 13 years and ran away and never come back and last but not least the abba song, our last summer. HAHA!


Remember my black pup that I had last time, the other day I visited her and found out that her front left leg was erm, how can I put it... crooked?? Maybe it's dislocated or fractured or even broken. Poor girl. Most probably in the afternoon dad and I will bring her to see the vet.

cravings

Oh man, I was watching AFC and now I'm craving for STARBUCKS BREAKFAST SANDWICH (oh yes, the other day my bf wanted to order the breakfast sandwich when we were in Starbucks and they DON'T HAVE IT THERE, THEY DON'T HAVE IT IN IPOH... how am I gonna survive??)!!! and also CARL'S JR!!


In short, I realized that I really do miss KL! I mean like, there is IKEA, TONY ROMAS, T.G.I.F, bla bla bla! THAT'S ALL SO NICE!!!


Next, I got really pissed off yesterday. (maybe cuz of my PMS or something else...) Well, my uncle came to me when I was in front of my laptop and then started telling me things like, "Yang May, well, I think that it's really CHILDISH of you to use the word "BYE" and say "HI" to everyone. When you start to work next time, NEVER SAY HI and BYE to them. They will think that you are very IMMATURED! In fact, say "I'll see ya'll". That's why you see me saying this and I won't say bye."


HELLO??? I like to say whatever I want and it's none of his business. Don't understand why he likes to poke his nose into other people's life. *sigh*


If the word BYE is sooooooooooo CHILDISH and IMMATURE, why in the world that GOODBYE word exist in the first place??? Man...

randomness

I just came back from my appointment with manager and I'll start working 1st of December! YES!!!

Can't wait to get my hands on my pay slip man! And spend MY OWN MONEY!!! wahahaha!!!

Another thing, yesterday was my 34months anniversary! Had a nice outing though. Just spend our time in Starbucks and talk about everything and it's really nice. We didn't try that before and that was the first time yesterday and we actually enjoyed it. Haha!

And damn! Don't know what is wrong with my photoshop cs3 la! Every single time when I opened the programme, it will just STOP there... then it will show NOT RESPONDING. *sigh*

funny funny

This morning, the manager from one of the insurance company called me to see him to discuss about something. So I went.


The first question he shot was, “What do you expect your salary to be like?” I’m like, WHAT??!! I’m so not prepared to answer all this kinda question.


I don’t know, he kinda expect A LOT from me. As in A LOT! Like he told me something like, “Well, I have already laid my plan to take you in and train you to be the assistant manager’s successor.” HELLOO!!! EXCUSE ME!! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?? ME?? I haven’t even start working in an insurance industry before and he already planned about me being successor and all?? CRAP MAN!


But well, I’ll probably take everything SLOW and STEADY first for now… guess I’ll start to work soon!

I am CHANGING!

I’m currently reading “The Secret” and I am enthralled by they way they describe things and see it happening before them.


The whole thing seemed to be so magical they way they related their personal stories. It definitely gave me the biggest boost ever to START CHANGING!!!


Haha. It may be a funny thing but…BUT, I will soon make a huge impact on my life and to others absolutely in a positive way. TRUST ME!!! *lol*


I AM CHANGING, CHANGING, CHANGING… lalala….

BACK TO IPOH

I'm back to Ipoh for good dee!! WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!


Last Friday bee and I drove to KL to pack up all of our things and clean up our rooms and the next day my parents drove another car down cuz we needed "extra" space to load in our things. Haha. You know, after more than two years living in KL, it's like SHIFTING my WHOLE ENTIRE HOUSE back to Ipoh.


Anyways, I finally paid up the accident "fee" to my bf's neighbour for the toyota corola's head lamp which I knocked while I was reversing the night when I drove my bf back after the long tired day, the day when my grandpa passed away.. I don't know why in the world I reversed. And moreover, it was DARK! And and the reverse sensor was not working. HECK MAN! And the HEAD LAMP cost RM 330 man! Plus a bit of knocking at the side which cost RM 40 so, the whole thing cost me RM 370. With that amount, I can buy A LOT OF THINGS MAN!!! *sigh* But, it's my fault so I have to BEAR IT! *tsk tsk tsk*

bee's birthday pics

Bee's delayed b'day pics...

my beloved grandpa passed away...

I will start my entry with a bad news.

My gong gong (grandpa) passed away on 23th October, 2008, Thursday at 6.50 a.m. He was 88 years old.

Well, this was what happened that day.


I woke up at 6 that morning to get ready to go and sit for my final paper. At 7 something, I received a text from my couzy asking me, “May, where you?” and I replied, “Oh, I’m in Bangsar going to my school for exam now.” I thought she saw me in Bangsar or something like that. Fine.

Then at 9.15am, Ann called me.

Ann: Hi May, what are you doing?
Me: Hi Ann, I’m in the study room now cuz later I’ll be having my exam at 10.
Ann: Oh really?? May, I heard the news from my mum. She called me just now.
Me: HUH?? What news??
Ann: Errrr…. YOUR DAD STRIKE LOTTERY!!
Me: WHAT?? REALLY?? OH OKOK!!
Ann: May I need to go now, talk later k, bye!
Me: Aye, Bye!


Then I tried calling my dad’s cell and my mum’s cell. Dad’s engaged, mum’s not answering. Fine.


Suddenly Ann’s mum called me.

Aunty YC: May, just now Ann called you izit?
Me: Yessss…… and she told me something.
Aunty YC: What she told you? She told you that your dad kena lottery izit??
Me: ermmm…. YA!
Aunty YC: That girl ar! She didn’t know what to say. Your dad didn’t strike lottery La!
Me: OH…okok…
Aunty YC: Actually I want to ask you, when is your mum’s birthday?
Me: Oh, on the 28th this month.

Aunty YC: So are you coming back this week?

Me: Yes, will be coming back for good this Saturday dee…
Aunty YC: Good Good, ok then, talk to you later, bye.
Me: Bye.


Then I went into the exam hall and sat for my 3 hours paper. Whatever I studied yesterday all came out. I MEAN ALLL!!! I was too happy till I need to calm myself down to focus on answering all the questions.


Right after the 3 whole freezing hours in the exam hall, I came out and my bf kept telling me that he is very proud of me and all and that I already did my best. GOOD! I was really happy cuz I finally finished my associate paper. At that time, KL was JAMMED! So we decided to go to Brickfields to have our lunch, then go home to put our things down and later only go to Sunway Pyramid.
While we were stucked in the jam in KL Central, I decided to give a call to my dad and tell him about the paper.

The phone rang.

Dad: Hello girl, how was your paper?
Me: It was GREAT!! Everything came out! Haha! I’m so happy. Now I’ll be going to have my lunch la.
Dad: Oh. Good. After lunch, I think you need to drive back.
Me: Huh? Why ya?
Dad: Er, girl, you need to be steady ok.
Me: (heart beating fast) Errrr, ok… I’m steady.
Dad: Gong gong passed away this morning…
Me: …………. What happened?
Dad: Around 6 am gong gong had difficulty in breathing. Then, 50 minutes later he went off peacefully.
Me: (controlling myself). Oh…. Alright, I’ll come back right after my lunch.
Dad: You take care and drive slowly alright.
Me: Okay.


I kept asking myself why didn’t they tell me what had happened at that time?


If I would have known, I can perhaps get to talk to my gong gong for the last time.


And the worst thing is that I was wearing a red shirt which I always call it my “LUCKY” shirt for my exam. At that point of time, I just couldn’t wait to get it out from me.


HOW CAN ALL THIS HAPPEN TO ME?


I was supposed to be back to Ipoh for good and get to spend time with my grandparents but now, it’s all too late. I still remember very clearly when I called back 3 weeks ago and talked to my grandpa, he said that he is looking forward for me to come back and he will be waiting for me to be back and asked me to study hard. And he said thank you to me and good night. That was the last time talk to him.


I still remember,

He taught me how to shake hand when I did something wrong which means that I want to make peace.

He taught me how to whistle.

He cooked maggi mee for me when I’m young

He walked me to school everyday and fetch me home.

He always cheer me up when I’m down.

He used to call my sis, me and sometimes shel to have a drink of MILO with him for supper.

There are so much to say about him. I can talk about him for many many many years…

Things aren’t the way they used to be anymore. The whole house is so quiet without him. Anywhere I go I’ll think of him. I guess I need to try my very best to adapt to the changes.

GONG GONG I MISS YOU SO MUCH… AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...

my 22nd birthday... my handsome gong gong
drinking red wine during fathers' day gong gong's 87th birthday milo time with my darling

gong gong's 88th birthday

Gong gong and popo

Nathan and YouMe's weddingThe COOL side of my darling