CURRENT SITUATION

I just came to realization that I did not have any testimonial written for myself from my school 4 years back… until I saw my bf’s testimonial from his previous school.
And when I called my teacher to ask about my testimonial, I was told that I need to write out my own testimonial and let the head master to sign it. *tsk tsk tsk*


Anyways, I just came back from a long chat with my bf in Mc D’s because I just need to talk…


To me, things are getting bad to worse. My relationship with my parents is deteriorating tremendously just because of ONE SINGLE DECISION that I made, which is to quit my job in Ipoh to go down to KL to further my studies and to work at the same time. I sometimes feel like I’m rebelling because I’m not taking into account of my parents’ advice and stuff. But I think I’m old enough to make my own decision for once. I don’t know about you guys but I am always obeying what my parents told me to do from young till now. And the thing my dad said yesterday was, “I think you do have any love to your family, to me or to mum. If you have, you will not go away from your family and instead, you should just live as close to your family as possible just like what I did to Gong Gong.” Yes! I know. But the point is, my dad can’t simply accuse me of not having any love towards them and all. I don’t think it’s fair for me. I’m just doing what I think is right for me even though I know I will piss my parents off. I’m not going out to KILL, STEAL or even CHEAT! I’m just going down to KL to work and study and GAIN EXPERIENCE. Is as simple as that! But my parents seemed to think otherwise. The only thing that my dad said was, “If you were to get paid RM 2300 or more, you can go without any condition and I’ll keep quiet. Anything less than what you are earning now, I can guarantee that you can forget about it.” So what I’m getting RM 2300 a month here when I can’t even learn a single thing?? I’ve got the qualification and all I do is just to do stamping, recording mails, and issuing receipts. THAT'S ALL. NOTHING ELSE!


The funniest thing about my “company” is when my “colleagues” called themselves as DEPARTMENTS… HAHA!! What a JOKE! For your freaking information, the definition of a DEPARTMENT by Oxford and Webster dictionary is: “a division of a large organization or building, dealing with a specific area of activity.” Yes. CAN YOU SPOT FOR THE WORD LARGE in the definition??


My “company” is not even a large company. It’s just a branch for heaven’s sake! And when there is a phone call coming in, then those GREAT IMAGINATORS will go, “Hi, alright, I’ll pass you to the FINANCE DEPARTMENT!”, and the DEPARTMENT fella will say, “YES, this is the FINANCE DEPARTMENT.” MY FREAKING HEAVEN! Where are all your cow senses?? They call themselves as a department. In my point of view, a department is where there is a lot of people working together and all. Not just one single LONELY FREAK! *AAARRGGGHHH!!!!*


P.S. FANG! I NEED TO MEET UP WITH YOU!!! And the other day, Sasha told me she saw Shel and I in IKEA, hehe! I’m very happy for you that you’ll be leaving to AUSTRIA!! WOOHOOO!!!